blog
i dunno wat's wrong with me but i'm freaking lazy to hand in my RJ.
i feel bad for Ian cos i handed in late last wk & his class is on tue & i still havent submitted.
& i'm afraid of submitting the wrong answer for kai ming's physiology module.
either way, i've made a bad impression to them both.
i think i need a slap on my face.
october 12 just isn't a good day.
yesterday was so much better.
i had my highs & lows in the week but i felt it was good overall.
i wish i can pick my momentum once again,
i just don't know where
I went..
Tuesday, September 23, 2008 { 10:22 pm } ;
0 repliesi just found out tresor's birthday is 2 days after mine & there's a plan to club to celebrate both our birthdays!
not fully confirmed yet la but if we do party on her birthday, it'll be two nights out for me tat week!! Wheeeeeeee!!!
ladies night on the 29th girls!
a month away but i wanna book u all first cos we have a match that day too.
& i hope no one bails out cos i didnt have my party last year as planned.
i've never asked for anything specific for my birthdays before but i want us to have fun together this year! hehe
& i bumped into our dearest dr tan swee kheng while training at spe
it was such a nice surprise & i feel tat the day went so well!! :) :) :)
exuberance
quite a new BIG word for me
& it simply means in high spirits and vitality
but my class aint so exciting when presentations start
it's just the second team & i'm falling asleep
GOSH
Saturday, September 20, 2008 { 1:19 pm } ;
0 repliesMy oh my! Look at the time!
Lexanne's a year old already!
& that's when things started..
gosh! fate is always making me a fool
i was down after training last night because it's been a year
it's maybe because of the sheep
& maybe Mamma Mia did play a part too. hahaha
gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight,won't somebody come and take the shadows away.gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight,take me through the darkness till the break of the day.If you're all alone when the pretty birds have flownHoney I'm still freeTake a chance on me& fate made me bump into him. sheesh
Friday, September 19, 2008 { 11:20 pm } ;
0 repliesi'm a war of head versus heart, it's always been this way..
when i see the boy, it's mixed feelings i feel. i hear his words only from others.
& how obvious they teased. i just don't know how to react to the attention given.
i guess my heart yearns for someone.
and my head..
it tells me that i wouldn be able to handle another heartbreak.
Only the right one...but how would i know?
and being very conventional, i woouldn't take the first step.
it's not me la..how can it be me when nothing's happening?i'm thinking too much again. well, i'm just gonna let it be..
i need a hug. i just need a hug..take a chance on me..
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 { 11:22 pm } ;
0 replieslady luck was on my side when i reached orchard after hanging out with linie at CWP after school just now. though i was exhausted, i wanted to head down to Heeren and Forum to look for presents but my plans changed once i saw the Duck counter in orchard still open with Dyanne doing the closing of sales. it was just minutes before i break my fast with just a bottle of green tea, but i wasn't hungry anyway. just as we were about to leave the counter at arnd 7.20pm, a man came in. we were cursing under our breaths as he walked into the counter thinking he was an illiterate guest. instead, he turned out to be a salesman who was selling paris hilton's new perfume, Just Me at a low price and it includes a large bottle of Escada's Rockin Rio! i couldnt resists such offers la, being a typical Singaporean. HAHA!
we made our way to Heeren to withdraw cash first but as we were about to walk off to centrepoint, 2 trainees from TONI&GUY came up to us to offer a free session of wash & blow as part of their training. that's when we knew lady luck was with us. Nicole curled the ends of my hair to help me picture myself since she knows my intention of doing so once my hair grows longer. the curls made me look beyond my age but i like it nonetheless! i just need to let it grow longer and colour my hair so that i wouldn look that old. haha. but the best part is that i was offered another free session for a highlight. you may worry that it may not turn out well but i believe i can always ask them to colour it back to black! :)
Sunday, September 14, 2008 { 10:12 pm } ;
0 repliesOMG! I'm on blogger!
Hold on, i havent finished that line...
I'm on blogger on my new E71! Wheee!!
Well, i havent played arnd much with my new toy yet but hopefully my bills will not cost me a bomb if i'm using the net.
I'm in orchard btw....marriot to be exact
But i'm not feeling too ecstatic now
It's my face. I'm getting demoralised by my pimples as the days go by. Pretty has never been a description for me & i accept tat. But now, all i feel is UGLY whenever i look into the mirror. It's getting so bad that i don't feel like getting outta my hse for sch or work. I need a quick remedy and i dunno where to start. Facials? Medications? Accupuncture? Detox? Or maybe diet?
I seriously need help before it starts to eat up my self-esteem entirely...
365, today
Now, non-existance...
Friday, September 12, 2008 { 4:39 pm } ;
0 replies
okay. call me nuts but i do believe in those chinese beliefs. feng shui, accupuncture...i dunno what else. but according to my memory on what nina said years ago, her health condition can be read just by the face. & of course i'm only referring to it now because i've got lots of pimples growing on my cheeks. or maybe it's not pimples, acne? whatever it is, it's been there for months & i'm getting very worried. fadillah said it could be the amount of water that i drink & now i truly think it's the cause of the pimples. well, using the diagram, water may not be the cause. but my colon is quite a problem cos i havent been crapping as often as before. & tat may also explain how buncit i am not k?!
there were 8 of us who went to geylang to break fast together yesterday (although i wasn't fasting) and not many of us felt the spirit of hari raya. but being the usual crazy & random me, i was singing & dancing to the raya songs while walking around the bazaar! nab, naz & i played a carnival game - the one u need to clear a pyramid of cans with some balls. nab & I got stickers as consolation prize cos we sucked! HAHA! but i spent quite a lot on food yesterday! isn't a wonder why i use up my pay very fast within a month. but the next time we're gonna break fast, i hope it'll be a bigger group & probably go over to johor for seafood? heh.
anyway, skipping training & going for karaoke tonight with my cousins!!! Wheeeee!
