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Tuesday, November 29, 2005 { 11:47 pm } ;
0 repliesDidn have the mood to work today. Felt even worse when Johnson said he heard complains that I didn’t help out on floor as cashier but toked to my frens instead. They didn noe I hated being cashier and I loved floor. The only ppl I tok to were yanling and the NP guys. But I think the person who complained was vivien. She just loves complaining. But I felt good when I was put on floor cos I noe I’m rather fast in it. Only prob was when I was told to do round 2&3 cos I noe this is the worse closing job and they take the opportunity to bully the trainees. I was considered a senior compared to another on floor. Tats y I felt crushed but I know I wouldn be staying long in this job so I could hardly care with them anymore.
Fuck off man. I’m the only one daring enough to show my dislike of you.
Sunday, November 27, 2005 { 12:40 am } ;
0 repliesI read up some things bout the company. Most very negative which I, too, felt but I was rather ecstatic when I read the positive comments. But I think I’ve made my decision. Even if it didn turn out to be the best, I know I’ve given it a try. I may be wasting my time, but I think tat shld be all that I’ll be wasting. I’ll try not to get my parents involved. I still think strangers would be the best.
Rejections from them are warmer than that of a relative. I really think how nina did it. I’m so sure she has much more contacts than me, many of whom should be richer. The price to pay for be Very sociable. Nvm, at least I noe I still have another job open for me.
Well, welcome me, will ya?
Friday, November 25, 2005 { 10:11 pm } ;
0 repliesWoke up at 7 and decided to sleep over school since I’m gonna be late again. I didn wanna come to class to find out that the first meeting is over. I nearly lost my mind last week. I guess I’ll just have to waste one more of my absence for cognitive. Haiz.
But that meant that I could go for my 2nd interview earlier. I didn noe who I was supposed to inform but I msg-ed lex aniwae when I woke up at 12 (the weather was just so nice for sleeping). Watched scary movie 2 halfway before fadz asked me to go over her place. I was still deciding what to wear so I took quite a while and only spent a few minutes at fadz’s.
I said I contacted lex rite? I got a call from Jason while on my way there telling me he’ll be taking me for the training. For goodness sake! I haven even gone for the second interview! Had to sit in with 3 others, fresh grads of sec sch. And since I didn noe I was to attend training, I didn noe the dress code. Thankfully I wore a white top, with jeans though.
So I was avidly writing down the notes when someone tapped my arm. I thought I was blocking someone but it actually nina. She was just asking how I was coping and when I told her I skipped sch, she gave me that
‘huh? What? U skipped sch?? Ooh, ok.’ look. But hell. At least I noe I’m still under her. Aniwae, the rest had to wait for me while Jason went though the products with me. i knew they were losing interest and I was super glad when I’m done cos tat meant everyone was released.
I had to buy new clothes if I’m working in this line so I walked arnd bugis. Was supposed to meet up with fadz but she had to go over to cheryl’s instead. I couldn find a decent blouse so looked for a bag for my musical next wk. got one at esprit and
$15! It looks kinda rusty, though tat shld be for meiqi’s bag which has a graphic of a cat and the word rusty on it. It doesn look rusty though. Muahahaha. But I was happy I got tat bag.
& I soo wanna get a
crumpler.
Thursday, November 24, 2005 { 11:04 pm } ;
0 repliesI think I’m high. Ok, no I’m not. I’m just very happy and thankful for Im(for having tat phone of hers). I ended my match and decided to go over to
Strike’s game for the first quarter at least. I was walking quite awkwardly; I had a blister and my unzipped bag was heavy. I looked over at strike’s bench and there were 3 unknown guys there. I was sure I peili came but the lady beside her… when I saw her hair, I smiled like an idiot.
She came.
There were problems with the scorecard. The umpire wanted peili to go over the other side if the court but knowing how lazy she can be I offered from behind to run over instead. I think they were shocked cos they hadn seen me. Im came over and took the scorecard while I sheepishly turned and said,
‘anyway, hello’. Shish. I stayed awhile longer standing behind them and exclaiming my opinions to myself for the first quarter then I went arnd to look at how the rest of the games were goin. Nike was at court 1, saiyidah’s SRJC was against SAJC at court 4 and Tp was against Livewire at court 5. I stood in the middle of court 4 & 5 and saw saiyidah got fouled for not having both feet in the circle for the centre pass. Thank god I no longer have tat habit. I’ll be slaughtered I tell u! to my surprise livewire was losing to tp cos the latter’s C was strong. I’m dead meat if we’ll play against them for IVP. But I went over to tok to azrina and wan zhen awhile.
When I went back to Strike, they were losing rather badly to XNIJ. Im told me to take care of her phone. When they’re break was on, I went over to the bench and got a seat next to meiqi cos the one of the guys was on the floor. There was small tok about
pat, a butch from the other team who’s also playing for the U-17 national team. She’s bloody good, and good-looking. Cant believe meiqi agreed with me act but she said pat’s too skinny. When I pointed out tat pat is one of the few butches who is tall, she disagreed.
Weird.But anyway, I played arnd with im’s phone and tried to take im’s pic when peili cut me and tried to do the same, stealing im’s phone from me. it was very funny act cos peili didn noe how to use tat phone. Then after taking pics and a video of im, she offered to take a pic of the 3
of us, then quickly said I shouldn be in the pic. i didn want to cos I noe my hair was in a mess so I took their pic instead. A really crazy pic; very cacat act, esp meiqi. But I took another candid without them knowing and infrared both pics to my laptop. Hah. Finally have a pic.
I’m gd!
Monday, November 14, 2005 { 11:26 pm } ;
0 repliesmy plans are ruined; i'ld have to go to sch tmr. they told me the wrong day and now i cant have the 'fun' i tot i'ld have. not as if i will truly enjoy the day i think. i've realised; i've been replaced and forgotten. nothing can be more depressing than tat. i guess i shld change all my passwords before it gets to me.
but thankfully, i will not be so tied down by my feelings. i have my teams to thank esp BK and chen hui & abby. Swift won the match against Bucks just now and i'm relieved. i was practically breathless even though all i did was just take the score and flip the numbers. it was a close call; lost by 1, led by 1, draw & finally won by 2. thank goodness i tell u! cos the freaking thing is tat they have 1 super tall player who defended yuh cheow la. she couldn convert her shots. but the team really did their best. meiqi caught some good balls, and so did janet.
it was nice meeting them again even though i got suan(ed) again by meiqi, peili AND yuh cheow. its growing on me i guess. i need to train my tongue to be sharper though. hahaz.
see?i'm fine. FINE! hahaz. fine. only the AFS peeps will noe wat Tat means. =)
Sunday, November 13, 2005 { 10:47 pm } ;
0 repliesmy dearest yanling jie wanted to cancel her bid of hollister shorts which she won using my account. i saw the shorts, its such a pity to not have it after winning it. of course its not for me la cos i dun wear shorts outside but hell, i'll pay first if need to.
and i did. cos i didn want her to stop me, i went to transfer the money to the lady right aft i told yanling on MSN. and i forgot its already late, but i asked my sister to accompany me nonetheless.
so i made the transfer, double-checked the account number and clicked OK. it was when i saw the recepit that i realised that i had made a transfer of $58.50 instead of $38.50! $20 extra la!! wa lao eh! so stoopid lorr. but i figured tat i could get back the money if i scan the receipt and send it to the person. so i called fadz for help la. I got labelled bimbo from my bex fren.
Thanx eh fadz! u just forgot bimbos are pretty faces with no-brains! i'm not pretty la!jus hopefully tat lady is nice enough to transfer back my money. =(
i ended work early jus now. ok, 4pm is early to us in SG. but i had nothin to do cos i know my mum would not be home so i cant go out for raye. i didn wanna stay either cos there's obviously nothing to do and even fil wasn working so i was fucking bored. i didnt even meet anyone jus now, as in coincidentally meet someone. fadz was having a performance so cannot meet her, mia was out jln raye with ppl for hsc, sarah, probably out with her family... ooh! there wasn anyone i can call and/or ask for a meet-up.
i felt fucking lonely. for the first time, i felt alone. seriously! i've walked around TM a million times, alone, and never get bothered by tat fact. i remember i used to msg mia and when i told her i was alone, she asked
why? i never really could answer tat Q but i was never bothered. but lately, i cant stand being alone. ok, not always but i dun feel as gd be alone as i did last time.
i msg-ed ms ang and her office has shifted to the area of parkway parade. just as i was about to meet her up tmr for lunch. haiz.
once again the tot of contacting ms nureen crossed my mind. i jus dunno wat to say and i dun wanna bother her act but i wanna hear from her. hah. i'm such a contradiction.
Friday, November 11, 2005 { 11:58 am } ;
0 repliesok. i wanted to go down to tanglin campus to get my jacket in the container. jane wanted to change her money to smaller notes. i tot she wanted to go down to the canteen but she meant cafe which is close to our class la. so i turned to the direction to tanglin campus and she stopped short and ask where i was going again. i was embarrassed actually when i realised i made tat mistake. so paisey lorr.
she's actually a quiet person, or maybe only around me la but she knows almost every person in the 'hill' area. but nvm, i had those days back in hai sing. but she had a different reason; she pretty la. i observed everyone's reaction when we passed people-everyone would take at least 5 seconds looking at her. I'm serious! then when we were walking at this round-about, a guy was in the opposite direction and because of the curve, he didn see jane. she had tat shocked, 'OMG!' look on his face. not the normal 'opps sorry i didnt see you' but its the 'Opps! i nearly bumped into Jane!'! i just had to let out a silent laughter.
yup, the power of beauty.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005 { 2:43 pm } ;
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Who I Want to Meet:I'd like a penguin or a HORNY lamb (As in has horns) as a pet. Leo's getting OLD and he sheds too much (in addition to his famous flowery lips). I'd like to meet WoW (HRH Prince William Arthur Phillip Louis Windsor to you ignorants). I'd also like to meet....meester bob harrrriz. OOH...and....locha moh...locha moh you know? douba oh sebon. I've already met joey baby brown eyes big bird.. I miss the shedding of fur and feathers and hair and the eating of fish and the greasy countenence.. I wouldn't mind meeting JOHNNY DEPP..only if he wears his POTC outfit. he looked like crap in charlie etc. I'll also go for that bitchy desperate housewife! ha!! she rocks...and she can bring her gardener along. HasselHOFF is another candidate..more for entertainment purposes. ohh and darth vader's always welcome..before he was burnt before recognition. Wouldn't mind meeting jesus to see what REALLY happened. If you've got jesus..you dont really need to meet moses. THE POPE [premila1391@hotmail.com]COPYRIGHT OF MS PREMILA HIRUBALANGK of Spore Netball Open Team, Nike (Club)i was laughing my head off while reading premila's profile on friendster! & my friends were presenting upfront in class! but i cant help it la. super duper funny!
anyways, for those who are not fans of netball or the open team, premila's a great player with muscular bod and great character.(proven by her profile) & she flies (as in jumps super high)!
msg-ed mei qi yesterday to ask if peili needs anything cos its her birthday today.
BK: aiya u everytime ask me tis Q but i forever cannot answer. a work bag lor.
me: u're her best fren so i tot u'ld noe...last yr i only ask which one she would prefer mah..sowie to have woken u up the other time.
BK: wa lau u can still remember ah.
me: i got good memory mah...omg! i'm flattering myself..hahaz..kkz thanx for helping me out..aniwae i owe u a bdae treat.
BK: aiya no need la silly.
hah. but it'll be Another while for me to treat them cos i may not get tat $700, weekdays, office hours job in my dec holz cos most prob my RP team is going to KL. To think of it, it's a waste of my $200 cos its only for 1 game. But i think its too late; I can't change other's views liao. =(
and freaking shit la. i can only remember things that i wanna remember cos right now, i think i may have lost the sch bibs.=( I noe i was supposed to hold onto it after the friendlies with avalanche and livewire but i cant remember if i brought it home with me. and tat was like 2 weeks ago! my memory is getting worse! if i accidentally throw the bibs away, i'm dead meat!
jr league's in a week's time, i'm freaking out!
nope, u give me no pain.
Happy Birthday Captain Peili!!! *Muackz
Sunday, November 06, 2005 { 9:28 pm } ;
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the crazy but lovely ladies
Fil & i had a cake each for our bdae
the shiokeninis look on fil's face when she opened the wrappers to a new Adidas watch. I love the ecstatic look cos i chose the present! Wee!
fil & myself with our colleague who bought the cake, le man.
my grandaunt (from my dad's side) 's son came and just left. his wife passed me 2 packets and told me to give one to my younger sister.
YOUNGER SISTER?! DO I LOOK TAT OLD?! i feel horrible now.
my dad just warned us that my late grandaunt's spirit may visit our house within these 40 days. tats cos she died an unnatural death and her spirit is still finding its way back to the right path. she will visit the house at least once cos she often did so when she was alive. but its scaring me cos i often come home late due to work and late-night trgs. my dad warned us so that we'll be prepared, but i bet i'll still be in shock if i ever meet her spirit. i'ld probably go numb and not say anything that my dad asks us to. : s
Saturday, November 05, 2005 { 1:02 pm } ;
0 repliesi skipped sch thinking i'll be going out today cos my mum took the day off. i was still at home at 2. by then, i felt guilty for not going to sch cos i wasted one lesson which i might need to skip for other occasions. my mum said we'll just wait for my dad to come home before going visiting.
my cousin came arnd 4 and i had to layan my niece and nephews while they mess up my room. then just arnd maghrib, my aunt called to convey the news that my grand aunt had died. She was toking to my mum but I was arnd my mum when she exclaimed the lil prayer u usually hear when u get such news. God! I was shocked. I felt guilty cos I was just teasing my second sis yest saying that she looks like my grand aunt.
The thing is, not many of my family members are fond of her. But we are the guilty ones for making fun of her when we should have understood her more. She has one son and a grandson at least but she was a widow who stayed in a tiny apartment alone. She suffered diabetes and might have urinated on her clothes, but that’s cos she’s aged though she’s the youngest among the 3 sisters. Her doors are always locked during hari raya. I shan’t guess the reason for that but we did not go over for collection, my cousins and i. our parents always go over to ask for forgiveness, us too but she never thought of it that way. But I feel truly guilty for all the mistakes I’ve done, the horrible teases I made or laughed at. And for what its worth, I hope she’ll be forgiven by God.
I’m super scared because tis is the first death of a relative. I can’t count the death of my great-grandma last yr cos it was held in Melaka and I didn’t attend the funeral. i’ve gone to 2 funerals of strangers and I was scared like shit. Now its one of my relative, and I dunno how I should face it. I wont be going to bathe the body but I’ld have to go for the prayers after work later. I just hope I’ll have enough courage to see the body to prepare myself for the worse.
Thursday, November 03, 2005 { 1:26 am } ;
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