i hate to see you cry
laying there in that position
there's things you need to hear
so turn off your tears and listen

pain throws you heart to the ground
love turns the whole thing around
no, it won't all go the way, it should
but I know the heart of life is good

you know it's nothing new
bad news never had good timing
but then the circle of your friends
will defend the silver lining

pain throws your heart to the ground
love turns the whole thing around
no, it won't all go the way, it should
but I know the heart of life is good

pain throws your heart to the ground
love turns the whole thing around
fear is a friend who's misunderstood
but I know the heart of life is good

i know it's good

john mayer

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What are your parting words for this class, if you're given a chance to say anything to them?

We started out as a quiet class with very little things in common but sadly, I feel that we ended it with a little bit of that too.

It was my bad I came late for the entire first week so I never really knew everyone’s names nor the interest they have in, so it was very challenging trying to break the ice. But I carried along one principle I learnt while working in a marketing firm for a year, and that is ATTITUDE.


Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference. (Winston Churchill) Never settle for second best when you know that you’re not far away from being best. Coming to school may be a chore to you, but why be a pessimist? Another day would be wasted out of the many days in life but by the time you realize it, there might not be much time left. Regret is another action of wasting time.

It is ironic how many would whine & complain about the facilitators & the grades given when all they do is sit behind their laptops with eyes fixed on the screens when a chance for a better grade is being thrown at them. Of course you should try your best even though the answer might be wrong but never smoke your way through. It may be tough on the introverts but a little bit of active participation could help your future & it will definitely not hurt your pride. But then again, what is pride anyway?
We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act but a habit" Aristotle

Always put yourself in other’s shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too. Try to be a dedicated facilitator who has put in so much effort to let everyone understand the day’s problem but no one’s acknowledging you, is it fair? What we may get now is probably just a pissed off faci with a little downgrading. But try ignoring your boss in the future; either you’ll pray you’ve never been born and/or you’ll not see another paycheque for awhile.

Ask & you shall receive. Work hard & you will achieve. It is always easier to do something you like than when you’re forced to. So always try to like doing the things that you do & the people around you.

This may have been brutally honest in terms of everyone’s attitude but I love everyone nonetheless. I grew fond of the class also because I was made to sound more outspoken than the rest. & truth be told, I’ve always regarded D as ‘my class’ although the bond is not very strong but they’ve given me a good start & a good ending to the first semester of a full DSES class. Definitely, I will miss E25D.

kinda seem that i was writing a speech for a seminar rite? but i had tat done in a rush, so hell, i handed that in. It was definitely the longest for nutrition la. i bet she wont be all smiling seeing the length but i hope i have the substance.



ur perfume smell on me...







So everyone knows I do self-talk, very often too. But hey! At least you wont see me moving my lips & no sound coming out of it. & most times, I’ll let others know that it’s just another round of my self-talk.

Anw, my window-shopping-time just now was well-spent. I was contemplating whether to head to Haji Lane again or Vivocity. Linie told me to go to the latter since shops in Haji Lane usually closes early. But I took the risk. The shops aligning the lane were all good man, & most of them were still opened when I reached arnd 6+. Somehow, I didn’t dare go into those shops selling clothes alone. I rather go in with a companion. But I swear PLUCK is the new LOVE! They’ve got a bit of antiques & a very retro feel. They’ve got many belts which I fell in love with, antique clocks, retro design wallpapers, accessories. You name it! I ole this green retro design tote bag which costs $139, their racerback that has the word ‘slovenly’ ($24) & a black dress. Yes. A dress!

Got an ice-cream on the way to bugis junction. You know those $1 ones which u can get from the uncle by the roadside on his bike, just to give me some reminiscence. I decided to heed Nina’s advise to head to Muji to see what they have to offer. Before that, I dropped by Nike when I saw the pants I got as a prize for prescription. It’s freaking 70 bucks la! That’s even more expensive than my S&K pants that I always wear.

& well, guess wat? Nina was right, again. Muji did have most of what o was looking for. & they’re on sale! Lucky me. I have a much clearer idea of how I’m getting things done now. & more excitement when I went to ‘Made With Love’ in PS. Again, I swear the shop is a cool arty farty place. It’s simply love & heavenly! Though it really kinda test me on how creative I can be with the many designs thay have, it just reminded me of the many ppl that I need to get presents for.

I guess I have to put my own needs on hold for now. Esp when I haven’t even started work. But I need to get that One done by the 1st.



OMG! Omfg! Jenny just told me tat she’ll be interviewed for the SHL newsletter for the Hunt for SHL faci. & surprisingly, so does Jacqueline! I seriously dunno if there wasn’t many ppl who wrote in or that my writing was just too good. Lol. But hey! I feel they shld be equally appreciated for who they really are and what they’ve done so far. & its not a sabotage lor! I’m not sure what jenny’s will be if she read my write-up cos I wrote smth of her being moody but cos she used her heart (tat was personal act) & jac when she told me why she’s facilitating instead. Gosh! I think they’re gonna kill me although I noe they love me. LOL!



Great! I’m not too well today. Had a bump on my lymph node (I thought it was the tyroid gland but tats inside) since morning & temperature was borderline on the high. Silliest thing was that I went to school from suntec where I took 2 rides on the bus, got scared by fadillah when she told me it was tonsils.

TONSILS! I’m so scared it’ll worsen till I need an op so I decided to just look for the girls, have lunch/dinner & head to the doc so I wont be ill for tis wk cos I dun wanna miss any lessons. I was so paranoid I tell u! I dare not do a lot of things. But my head was spinning.

Then when I was eating with Haha & J, Haha suddenly turned her laptop to forbidden pics of my night out on sat. I screamed when that happened la cos I’m not supposed to let ppl see the pics. Thank God I found out before I pass on the folder to others. When I asked J whether she saw the pics, she said she saw it, & me in it & that she couldn’t be bothered. Well, that’s J. But if my other classmates see, I’ll die. Then I made my justification if the pics were to go round & mike sees it. & J made a comment proving that she didn’t see how else were in the pic. That made me laughed out loud & got me quite a massive headache for awhile. Haiz, she’s so cute la, blur cute.

Haha kept me in the sports hall for quite awhile la! At first she was telling me how she made Lydia angry & worse is that she hasn’t given her Gf the 3 kisses. So when I saw Lydia sleeping, I told her to take the opportunity & she took SOOO LONGGG to finally give lyd a peck on the forehead. Nyeh.

Kelly was my company on the bus to tamp & I had fun gossiping with her. Ok, I gossiped, she listened but we chatted a lot. & she told me I missed jenny by a few min cos they crossed paths. I so hope we’ll be in the same class again! She’s quite fun to have in the team. Hard-working but blur still. Muahaha.

& I realized when I reached the clinic that I’ve been there for 3 months consecutively because the previous 2 times, I was reading the new issues of Shape. The next issue is not out yet, but still.. I told Dr Nyam bout tis & he did mention that it may be cos of my trg, too intensive & little rest, that I should be fine if I take my greens & fruits & drink plenty of water. Nyeh. I haven’t been trg. Maybe it is allergy from alcohol. Just maybe.



SATURDAY WAS FUN!!! Ok, maybe not the cabbing I had to do cos I was late the whole day. Cant help it la.

I woke up at 7.45 & guess wat time I was supposed to meet the rest in Clementi? 8am! I so didn’t hear my phone ring when Haha called. By the time I was done with showering & ironing my clothes & bibs, it was close to 8.30. I was thinking they could start off with one set of bibs which Lydia was supposed to bring but she was ill so there wasn’t any bibs with them. That’s when I decided to cab down. Damn. That cost me 15 bucks. & they told me the games were to start at 9.30 instead. Bleah.

It started raining in the 3rd quarter of the 2nd match. & it continued raining for like an hr! All the games have to be postponed. I tot we would be able to go off earlier that day like 12 or smth. IPB was so irritating I tell u. They kept complaining la. Even if it’s not their match, they’re like whining about our umpiring. It’s not easy ok?! They were the ones with most contacts actually but I can’t call cos I wasn’t sure of pushing in the D esp. If May was us, she’ll probably tell them, “Player, I’m an umpire.” & she’ll roll her eyes at the player. Fuyoo. Power I tell u. oh gosh. I sound so malay.

Anw, I seriously can’t umpire for CMB. I had to do so for their last match for the 3rd & 4th placings. Every time I called out a foul for their team, I feel so bad. Esp when it was their captain who made the foul. But I still can’t deny that she’s the best in their team & honestly, she should play for a club or smth. She hardly made any stepping even though the floor was wet. If it was me, I’ll probably be having a lot of stepping la! After their match, I was quite happy they won but I couldn’t show it man. We asked to take a pic of them & with them too. They were so cute la. & their cheer of ‘piao liang’ kinda suits them actually. After the team pics, naz told me she wanted to take with the ‘pretty pretty one’ which was their captain actually. I told the captain, “she was to take picture with the pretty pretty one” & she was like, “that should be me of course!” LOL! But really, she’s pretty. Our pic took a bit of time into the 1st & 2nd placing. I wanted to take with the nice one who talked to me the previous week but I had to umpire. I was a lil low when I tot she left alr but she appeared during half-time & Haha helped me take photo with her. & she & Naz also took individual pic with her olso. Lol.



us & CMB; the pretty pretty one- tresor


My nice fren: sin yee. dun ask me wat Haha was trying to do










& TO PEOPLE I NOE BUT BLOG-HOPPED HERE!

JUST TAG COS ITS ON PURPOSE I DONT LET PPL NOE OF MY BLOG. THEN I'LL TRY NOT TO GOSSIP BOUT YUH! LOL



i think wat nina said bout me is true. well, she's almost always right about me. I'm very sensitive, like over-sensitive sometimes. I mean, the Eliza issue wasn't so big la. i was just thinking too far off. & after talking to fad & danica just now, i shld be happy she tried to strike a convo with me.

but well, the sensitivity thingi was high again just now. like i noticed J has been getting very emotional/moody/angry easily. Seriously, i dunno whether its me or her meds.

& gosh, i hate leaving class early. i was really having fun before i left then i got a call from thevan & gd things just have to end. damn. & my antenna signalled a lil difference in emotions. again, i took the no-eye-contact as the signal. just very weird.

& my sensitive signals are working too much. & on the wrong people. tis can be disasterous.

ok. few more hours to citibank's carnival again. & the party i've been waiting for, though i think i'll feel odd. i just hope her frens are as friendly. need to put on the chameleon on tmr night to fit in. :)

why do all good things come to an end?



Went to arab st to look for gifts. wanted to go to bugis but decided to head over to just to look arnd for innovative/unique things the area is known for. was just going over to haji lane, towards kaki 5 when i saw nina in the shop called barong, which happened to be another of her fren's shop. I went over to say hi and she asked if i wanted to see the preps for her magazine. i so love the mag! front cover is my favourite-SUHAILA SALAM!!!! she was in town for awhile and they got her for the cover. & Nin was like saying, "i thought I was your favourite?!" Lol. Like i said Nin, you're a my favourite person & was my fav artiste. muahahaha. & babe, your photo in the editor page is so cool! & really ppl, the mag is very very cool, although its a wedding mag. So grab your copy of TIARA when its out next month! Woo hoo!

Went over to her office aft tat so i didnt get to go shopping in the end. I took the opportunity to ask her more bout bisexuality & guess wat? I'M NOT! & so confirmed by a quiz too! but i still think the issue is really ambiguous. but hell, i accept homosexuality but i dun intend or even dream of making out with girls k? i still like pretty boys & find bald head sexy!

SMILEZ!



I’m so happy I did the beep test just now. I got Level 8.8 which is an improvement from my previous best of 8.5. but I was just .3 levels more to reaching level 9 and that would have been quite a record! If only I knew & didn’t give up. But hey, I still feel good. & I feel superb even though there’s tis road race girl who got better results but actually I had honest runs when I passed the cones. & tats why I give myself an applause. & how irritating the road race girls were! So childish la! Jasmine & I assumed tat they were anime fans la. One of them was making fun of laura’s name when eliza called her. I really found tat immature la.

Speaking of which, Eliza got be dumbfounded & finally, a lil emotionally unbalanced now. She was helping me do the BIA testing for fats % & filling in my data when she asked, “What’s your gender? I can’t really tell.” I was really dumbfounded cos I didn’t understand the question at first but when it struck me, I felt a lil insulted actually. You should have seen the smile on her face man. It seemed like there was an inside joke I dunno of. & for god’s sake! I only asked her fren to go café del mar la which is not a club lor. & her fren was the one who invited me club first k. I wouldn’t dare initiate it actually cos of the thin line of their profession.

You know what? I’ve never really had a problem with my own sexuality. I’m fine in my own skin & I simply adore cute & pretty boys, not forgetting those sexy guys who can carry off a bald head. I did kinda have a short convo bout tis with lyd last Saturday. Seriously, I have many girl friends because I’m used to have girls in my life aka my family/mum/sisters/aunts/cousins? My dad just made men look bad. I treat every girl/lady tat I know & close with just like a sister. I just dun treat her as my real sis cos tat would suck. & come on, who wouldn’t love a pretty face? Be it a girl or a guy. Whether it is your gender or not, you’ll stare at the person because u’re either jealous or u simply love the look. & even if u’re jealous, u’re acknowledging how attractive tat other person looks. The only reason why I’m always trying to find my real identity is cos of these other people who thinks otherwise. I can say I’m bisexual but I think everyone is? I definitely do NOT have any sexual interest in women but to have a pretty/hott fren is gd enough for me. Such as the lady from CMB whom I cant even call fren actually.

So maybe it’s out now, I’M BI! HAPPY?! Why shld life be so square anw? In the end, I would still see myself happily married to a pretty boy & having kids of my own.



Jacqueline’s comment on the most recent lesson:
I can tell you were making the effort in meeting 2 to not interrupt the other team members and gave them the opportunity to offer their explanation , even though you had great urge to help or correct them ;) Point taken on that -think some of the questions asked was very long, and like you said, many of us do not have the memory to remember that many questions/ choices to give the answer. I have to think of a way then to make this quiz in a reading rather than verbal format...

Oh gosh. It really isn’t a wonder why I love Jacqueline as my faci la. Haha. She read me well, and/or maybe she had the same thoughts cos I did look at her a number of times to somehow ask her to stop the li bin to stop crapping. HAHA! I find this hilarious now actually. & she gave me an A so Weeee!! I’m happy!! Heh.

& oh! Did I mention how nice Jenny was during the last lesson too? she knew I didn’t wanna be in the same group as Ray & when she wanted to split them up, she took her time to think who should be in our team. I gave her the pleading eyes hoping she wasn’t gonna be crazy enough to do the unexpected since she requested me to scribe for the 3rd time cos she knew I was feeling sleepy. That apart, she was beyond nice when Rena was told to come over but her other teammates came in right after the delegation so yeah, no one joined us. But the gesture was deeply appreciated.

I told you I have nice facilitators. I can even say the facis in SHL are all nice actually though I’ve never really talked to all. But dun talk bout grading in class ah; I know how strict Eliza is and that’s why I prefer Jenny. Even Shige would lose out though he’s nice cos he couldn’t really guide us in nutrition.



My dad painted my room white so it’s in a mess now since he had to shift a lot of things around. & he left a rusty gym bar & weights in my room cos I asked him bout it last week. Yes, he left me weights, not dumbbells.

had precription yesterday and we did our 3rd meeting in a quiz way. i didnt go for lunch just to get the questions done la but i'm glad i did so. but i was rather slow & distracted during the quiz la. i mean, i believe hid & i can answer most questions but we're both alike-slow & a bit of STM. & i realised i have better visual memory. i need to see/imagine things to remember. but i'm proud of myself for coming up with a lot of words for the game jacqueline made us do. & luckily my team got 2nd cos that meant we won some prizes too. i took a purple nike yoga pants. she gave out quite a number of nike stuff lor, i think she's like sponsored or smth by them. so cool!

but i irritated by Ray aft coming back from break. he asked the silliest question which was to cabut class with him.
1) i don't even like him.
2) i dun plan to skip my classes esp jac's or jenny's.
& i was grouped with the yr 4 girl (& thankfully, hid came to my rescue too. Heh). her answers to jac's question relating to diabetes & glucose level was so different from reality. i so respect jacqueline for holding her laughter or any form of intervention for her to stop telling the wrong facts. the answers sounded so weird i had to turn aside awhile to giggle quietly. i think during the 2nd meeting she & Ray were the ones who answered most since they seemed enthu about it. hid, russ & i were frowning most times at the answers given by them. & i can bet my evaluation by the yr 4 girl wasnt so good cos i chose to ignore her most times. lol. & oh how irritating kok hui can be too! he made tis stupid remark of me not having to go for the meeting again & not joining the white ribbon project altogether & well, i dont need to be in the project since my points are gonna be full very soon. how i love being sarcastic.

bee kee & yuh jiao were very friendly during trg. something i definitely am happy with. & i've comfirmed my interview with peili for a post of a guide under duck tours. WEEE!

lex called me out to club last night but i needed my sleep for today's umpiring. it was quite fun though i had a phobia of umpiring in the beginning. thankfully, there werent many experienced players in CitiBank but i stuck to my own decisions not to call out fouls which i didnt see but noted by the players. but it was freaking hot la! thank god i was smart enough to bring my cap. but i'm a lil toasted now. some of the teams were rather stubborn in not getting their nails cut short but we made it strict to have short nails in order to play. they were vain but quite nice. unfortunately, they dunno the rules, didnt wanna find out bout it and lost their first match & had 2 walkovers aft tat. there was another team, CMB who were all dressed up & quite a number were good-looking. i tot they might not be very gd in the beginning cos they looked as if they were dressed for tennis, but i was wrong. they werent the best i'ld say though cos IPB (international personal banking) had experienced players. they were rough but gd still. i wont be suprised if they win the finals next wk. but i was supporting CMB more cos they were nice actually. the captain jokingly tried to bribe us with lunch to let them win. they lost in their decisive match and have to face IPB la, which i felt is a waste since there's no 3rd & 4th placings. but aft the whole thing the only ppl who thanked us was from CMB & one of the girls actually thought i was from TKGS. we talked as if we knew each other for a long time. & Haha thought that she was my fren! i dun even noe her name la! but she's super friendly & pretty olso. haha

but well, the sunburns were worth 60 bucks. we had a gd time gossiping & making frens la so no fret. we'll be back to NUS high sch for their semis & finals next week. yay! more money for the piling things on my wanted list...but i need to get some things done first before THE bdae bash on sat.

1) haircut (or just a trim)
2) threading for my brow
3) necklace for my top
4) shoes for dancing. heh
5) new make-up set
6) new trg shoes. the aasics netball ones to be exact
7)$150 bucks for my KL trip

yup. these are now my priority.



I’m such a bitch during psychology la. Basically I had a bo chap attitude throughout the day actually. Ever since I knew that my tardiness will only affect my daily grades, I just tried my luck in anatomy & psychology to be late and still get my A. I only kinda rushed to class after I got off the bus at my sch’s bus stop. Muahaha. I wasn’t so participative during the meetings la. I made a lot of crappy jokes instead, in which only rigel and loga could hear/see/understand. & I didn’t really do much work la, I kept going for breaks and coming back rather late. Haha. & I came back late from lunch cos I was gossiping with Lydia & J! it was refreshing actually cos I didn’t know they had a similar dislike towards this somebody & found her a lil irritating. I haven’t been able to gossip or complain to anyone else except Soleha bout the same person cos I thought everyone else was either okay with her or being neutral. I don’t feel so alone or so bad now. MUAHAHAHA!

I nearly got the chance to watch Jenny dance salsa but unfortunately she had a meeting which she actually forgot about until an hour before it! So I end up dropping by the sports hall hoping to see Jasmine train the yr 1s but only one turned up! I went home to sleep first before heading to ECP for Linie’s 21st birthday BBQ. I went empty-handed & I felt quite bad esp aft noticing her eyes searching for the little present we’re supposed to bring. But I’m so getting her a present next week la.

Went over to Cineleisure to look for Naz, Haha, Lydia, J & Nigel cos we were gonna stay out tat night so they can go straight for their 24 hrs street netball at suntec the next morning. They booked a ‘chamber’ which coincidentally we got Warrior aft our TV needed fixing. Caught MAID-Mission Almost Impossibly Done, a thai comedy which was hilarious! There were some beauties but our fav character was this very skinny Burmese maid who always get kicked out from the lift cos it gets overloaded aft she steps in. The funniest was when she thought the sound from the train was a signal of overloading & she stepped out of the train la! Freaking hilarious!

We caught Colic aft tat. Nigel & Haha were the ones scared most lor! Nigel screamed like a girl before the show even started & every time the scene is at night which is where the weird happenings happened. But I felt the show was gory than it is scary. None can beat Indonesian movies of the Pon. We walked to suntec after tat, reaching arnd 3 plus. Naz & Lydia seemed so comfortable sleeping beside the courts. My legs cramped while sleeping & the cold wind forced me to stay awake cos my jacket was with naz. We shifted into the mall arnd 6 plus when it rained. I was sound asleep, even dreaming, when the bloody security guard woke me up. After that they told us it was ok to sleep at the corners. & even before I could sleep for 2 min, someone yelled into the loudhailer ‘wake up!’. Fucked up security guards were having fun doing so as if its boot camp man! We headed to mac instead for better seat, food & nap again.

I slept again while waiting for team ‘EVERYTHING’ to start their matches. I tried to study for UT but aft reading for like 5 min, my eyes hurt. I just lie down in the middle of the pathway towards the taxi stand. I forced myself awake when they started their match, helped them with score-taking too & had a misunderstanding with an asshole. I tried to get through to Ms Ang cos Haha confirmed bout the umpiring job for Citibank’s sports day tis sat. when she didn’t ans, I tot it was cos she was too busy or avoiding me so I was very surprised she called back. We had a good chat esp bout sarah(lim) & I updated her a lil bout peili whom I was expecting to look for me since she was working. & just as I speak of the devil, I saw her & let them 2 talk a bit. Peili then brought me up to her office awhile which had a good view of the DHL balloon & she offered me a pt position which coincidentally I was looking for & discussed with Lyd hours beforehand. I just felt I was quite lucky la!

Left with lyd & J arnd 12 plus cos I needed my sleep la. We went window-shopping for a bit & were like getting high bout the clothes in the shops la esp this clothes in Guess & this very nice, lacy top from Ralph Lauren. After that, I just can’t wait to start working again. I need the freaking cash man!



It's a friday again. & for the 3rd week in a row, Avalanche trg has been cancelled. Unfortunate case for me. But well, I have a little extra time to rest & recover from my last lap of being ill; my cough.

I'm supposed to be strengthening up my quads & gluts at least 3 times a week & i haven't done so this week. I had warcry on mon, PM visit on tue, i studied on wed & went out with bedtime stories on thurs. I knew Dr Roger was gonna see through me if i lied to him about how frequent i stretch cos he tested my flexibility. & true enough, my hamstrings & quads are still tight. Next appt will be in roughly 3 mths & by then, i shld be fine.

My plans to study in sch kinda failed cos i was so drugged by my cough syrup i was too drowsy to study for long. I tot i cld do Haha a favour & help her inform jenny she was ill but guess wat?! so was Jenny!! haha. i guess she really didnt feel well cos she was trying to be positive wanting to turn up today. In the end, i went home early & slept throughout aft knowing trg's cancelled.

the PM visit was quite fun actually. but i was quite irritated by saket cos he left our 3 Spartan mascots with no instructions so in the end, it seemed like they were lost in time. LOL. We could have won the cheering shield if saket knew the instructions was to have the cheering team including the mascots to parade around the lawn before the PM reached. I kinda became the mascot's manager helping them make sure their attire looked great & their bags & stomachs were taken care of! muahaha. I really tot they looked great.

We had loads of time to oogle at michael lim from OSG tat night! HE'S SO CUTE!!!!!! Hearing him lead the warcry with
"Republic, Republic We're one & proud, Hear Our Victory Cry Out Loud"
was a turn-on. & throughout the wait for the PM to reach the lawn, he entertained us by dancing, singing & rapping. I cld tell he's quite a club goer with his choice of songs. Some irritating assholes took our space for the warcry & was mimicking me asking for more space & because of them, the PM took another route to walk to the VIP area. I really don't get the excitement they have coming closer to the stage, really. I mean, he is the Prime Minister but you don't get the chance of shaking his hands if u come any closer to the stage.

Party-time aft tat was not quite as expected. The programs were sucky & the music, slow. Abby was prepared with a bottle of vodka in which i tot was water at first cos she placed it in a normal water bottle! She got a little high, i cld say she was nearly drunk cos she kept muttering rubbish. I was so afraid of her getting caught, i just told her to dance the night away in order to rub the alcohol off but her antics & the smell was quite a giveaway to her frens. But when they starting to play better songs, it was really a time to let loose. I was surprised most of our girls can dance. Lydia is still the best dancer among us. We pulled Michael & Faz in to dance in our circle since some crazy dudes kept moshing around in the main crowd. & oh! not forgetting Nigel whom many guys might be jealous of cos all of us girls kept dancing around him & he was always grinding someone! & having gd taste for loads of things, he always has lydia close to him. i think Haha's heart beat faster when Najib joined us close to the end of the event. Not trying to make her jealous, i danced with his fren instead. Too bad, it was not at a club or else i could have made a new fren. hahaha. I understand the attraction Haha has on Najib now aft the trip home with him & thankfully without someone.

& i feel so bad for fadz cos i kept changing dates to catch The Simpsons. was supposed to do so yest but she couldnt make it. I met up with Shafi & Nic instead in town since its Nic's bdae. But i was surprised he wanted to hang out with us instead of his frens la. I called my darling 'Aunty' Nina before catching a show, hoping tat i cld catch up with her & she cld be of help to supply power to my laptop. She kinda shocked me when she greeted me 'Assalamualaikum' when she answered the call. i thought it was her mum! i asked whether if i was speaking to Harnina and she answered with her full name. LOL. We had a gd chat & i let the guys talk to her too & with her usual smart sarcasm, she told Shafi she recognised his voice cos of the lack of confidence. Muahaha! i didnt managed to submit my RJ on time cos i did it aft catching Knocked Up. We hung out at TCC till bout 4am. & when i woke up tis morning, i nearly got a fever again due to the lack of sleep. (bloody blinds were not down to shield me from the sunlight so i was up arnd 9.)

Oh gosh! i have so many things i need to do this mth! & i so gonna be short of cash la cos i'm not working!!! feel so weird but carefree not doing so. I so can't wait for the 18th for the bdae bash actually. But i think i'm gonna feel so weird being arnd 20++ yr olds since i'm the only student she's inviting if i'm not wrong cos my gut feeling tells me she's prolly not inviting any of her colleagues. I tot of bringing a companion, someone of age la of course if not it'll defeat the purpose! It's either Nina, Ms Regene or Yanling. But i need to ask her first since its Her Party.

& i so noe a song to get me dancing: Buttons! SEXY!!!

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