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Monday, March 31, 2008 { 12:01 am } ;
0 repliesi woke up aft only sleeping for 5 hrs just to catch the 2nd day of the NSL league.
13oohrs Vipers Vs Stingrays
1500hrs Mannas Vs Marlins
that was the only matches i wanted to watch today.
cos yulan is playing again for Vipers tis yr and vann is team manager of Mannas.
ting jun, premila, jean ng, gaby hauchbum were playing too but i came down to support the only 2 i know involved in the league.
& yes, since sec 1 i've always looked up to yulan as my idol, & my mentor in avalanche.
it's unfortunate not to have her play for us again but i would still rave of her.
but it's sad how we said hello.
i was excited & hoping tat her knee is fine when i asked of it since she pulled out from the 3rd quarter.
she just answered and walked away, & i feel no warmth in seeing my presence.
the recent chinese new year reunion was another awkward encounter.
we exchanged no words for the hour or so in regi's place & only said goodbye when i left early for home.
could i have done anything wrong to be treated in such a way?
or is paranoia befriending me again?
you're my bad habit; still
in thoughts
Saturday, March 29, 2008 { 1:10 am } ;
0 repliesto all who has a place of my heart
imu
xoxo
now reading tuesdays with morrie
Friday, March 28, 2008 { 12:32 am } ;
0 repliesit has always been cryptic
& i'm always left trying to decipher its meaning
it's intriguing
but it got tiring
so i gave up
were u trying to put the blame on meor do u really want it?just be more straightforward next time?*don't ask, i don't want to prolong this
Tuesday, March 25, 2008 { 9:21 pm } ;
0 repliesIRIS;
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am
this lines made an impact to how i would want to live my life ever since i heard it years ago.like what Najib said, people come & go; 'so few come & don't go'i chose to know more peoplebut for many, i know it would be tough to stayso i prefer to just be rememberedfor something, anything& i guess that makes me remember people tooimportant people, ones who made an impactfor one reason or anotherthat's why i love foreveri would always remember those who have been special to me even for a short period of time
i will remember you,
will you remember me?
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
Sunday, March 23, 2008 { 1:06 am } ;
0 repliesWednesday, March 19, 2008 { 9:19 pm } ;
0 repliesFate loves to play a cruel game on me. Coincidence is God’s way of staying anonymous, or so they say. But the game isn’t fun nor funny at all.
The very day I was to meet him with some friends after a very long time, I ‘saw’ him twice while working. The first guy got me intrigued for awhile as I entertained a small crowd. The second incident gave me a big shock as I reacted to his wave rather quickly without thinking – this guy was wearing a top I saw him wear in a photo & had the same attributes i.e. hair, height & shoulder wise. I went speechless for awhile with the microphone still at my mouth.
& as he drove us down to meet our friends, the radio was playing great songs. But as I sang along, I found the lyrics all too familiar; 'Complicated', 'Best I’ve ever had'. & I thought the game with the songs ended there. But no, it carried on the whole night. I remembered ‘How to save a life’ & ‘Better that we break’ played at Macs. The last song of the night was actually the remake of 'I Will Survive'. I’m not sure if it’s a sign or anything but knowing how superstitious I am, I take it as one. It’s just that I’m not taking any actions whatsoever for now since I have no idea what it means.
We’re ex-classmates for now. Period.
Saturday, March 15, 2008 { 11:09 pm } ;
0 replies5
unwell;
& i'm not sure wat's the best medication
='(
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 { 9:49 pm } ;
0 repliesblocked;
or backpacking away
astray
hunch
eschew; but still
do you want to be the one i always know?
a friend brought it up to me, how i turn people down.
cruel but true, the heart would tell me
there is a mole who told of the casanova
i'm so sorry for you; & for me
Friday, March 07, 2008 { 12:16 am } ;
0 repliesi'm having fried bean sprouts & fish cake for dinner.
hur hur.
life is as it is, just day by day.
how dull.
but it's scary. it's depressing.
like an artwork in
black &
crimson red.
i just need a reason..
Sunday, March 02, 2008 { 11:37 pm } ;
0 repliesoh, this is the start of something good
don't you agree?
follow through - gavin degraw
