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May 29, 2008
Scorpio (October 23 - November 21)You are capable of nursing an old wound, even if you've done therapy, forgiven everyone involved and allegedly moved on. But just because you can remain attached to your past, it's not necessarily the smartest strategy for happy living. You have an opportunity for change now; yet it might require that you look back one more time. Once you figure out how to forgive yourself for your past mistakes, you will be able to move forward.
so true! So SCARY!
Thursday, May 22, 2008 { 12:18 am } ;
0 repliesi've passed my basic theory!
like finally! & luckily too cos i missed the mock test since i was late.
but YAY anyway!
felt like an idiot cos my com screen was blank, i thought the monitor was off
then the guy beside me just touched the screen and it lit up
& i couldn find the password on my paper, he helped me again
GOD, HELP ME!
PLUS++
i didnt know what i was supposed to do after the test,
ie to print the results, book FTT and/or practical lessons,
i didnt wanna ask those at the counter & my batt was flat
so i went off straight after printing out my results
i feel so lost, dumb and empty altogether
i havent done my self-reflection fully but i think its because i havent forgiven myself
it has been months & i know he is not my future
but there's always that small bit that keeps coming back every once in awhile
it's tiring & frustrating cos i seem to be a different person now
i don't have my reasons, any motivation
i don't know what i truly want and how i want them done
sheesh wany, who are you now?
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 { 1:53 pm } ;
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i heart it too.do you?
Wednesday, May 07, 2008 { 1:27 am } ;
0 repliesWhen all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
When everything is wrong, we move along!
I HATE RELAPSES!
& I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I GET THEM
fridays were the worst throughout this 4 weeks
fucking distraction to me for my supposedly best lesson.
but i could still handle the first friday.
now that my menstrual cycle is starting again, so will the relapse.
FUCK!
FUCK EMOTIONS!
& FUCK YOU WANY!
Monday, May 05, 2008 { 11:22 pm } ;
0 repliesmy godsister made my day by coming out from the van her friend was driving while passing by my school after she noticed me jogging
i screamed and hugged her while drenched with sweat
ms yang yanling
i hope that's not the only time you'll surprise me with fate on our side.
hahaha.
dinner, jie? or nectarie in clarke quay?
have safe flights and back cos i still owe u a meal
xoxo
