i hate to see you cry
laying there in that position
there's things you need to hear
so turn off your tears and listen

pain throws you heart to the ground
love turns the whole thing around
no, it won't all go the way, it should
but I know the heart of life is good

you know it's nothing new
bad news never had good timing
but then the circle of your friends
will defend the silver lining

pain throws your heart to the ground
love turns the whole thing around
no, it won't all go the way, it should
but I know the heart of life is good

pain throws your heart to the ground
love turns the whole thing around
fear is a friend who's misunderstood
but I know the heart of life is good

i know it's good

john mayer

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Oh gosh!! i'm super duper excited can?!
i just found out tresor's birthday is 2 days after mine & there's a plan to club to celebrate both our birthdays!
not fully confirmed yet la but if we do party on her birthday, it'll be two nights out for me tat week!! Wheeeeeeee!!!

ladies night on the 29th girls!
a month away but i wanna book u all first cos we have a match that day too.
& i hope no one bails out cos i didnt have my party last year as planned.
i've never asked for anything specific for my birthdays before but i want us to have fun together this year! hehe

& i bumped into our dearest dr tan swee kheng while training at spe
it was such a nice surprise & i feel tat the day went so well!! :) :) :)







My oh my! Look at the time!
Lexanne's a year old already!

& that's when things started..
gosh! fate is always making me a fool
i was down after training last night because it's been a year
it's maybe because of the sheep
& maybe Mamma Mia did play a part too. hahaha

gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight,
won't somebody come and take the shadows away.
gimme gimme gimme a man after midnight,
take me through the darkness till the break of the day.

If you're all alone when the pretty birds have flown
Honey I'm still free
Take a chance on me





i'm a war of head versus heart, it's always been this way..

when i see the boy, it's mixed feelings i feel. i hear his words only from others.
& how obvious they teased. i just don't know how to react to the attention given.
i guess my heart yearns for someone.
and my head..
it tells me that i wouldn be able to handle another heartbreak.
Only the right one...but how would i know?
and being very conventional, i woouldn't take the first step.
it's not me la..how can it be me when nothing's happening?
i'm thinking too much again. well, i'm just gonna let it be..

i need a hug. i just need a hug..





lady luck was on my side when i reached orchard after hanging out with linie at CWP after school just now. though i was exhausted, i wanted to head down to Heeren and Forum to look for presents but my plans changed once i saw the Duck counter in orchard still open with Dyanne doing the closing of sales. it was just minutes before i break my fast with just a bottle of green tea, but i wasn't hungry anyway. just as we were about to leave the counter at arnd 7.20pm, a man came in. we were cursing under our breaths as he walked into the counter thinking he was an illiterate guest. instead, he turned out to be a salesman who was selling paris hilton's new perfume, Just Me at a low price and it includes a large bottle of Escada's Rockin Rio! i couldnt resists such offers la, being a typical Singaporean. HAHA!

we made our way to Heeren to withdraw cash first but as we were about to walk off to centrepoint, 2 trainees from TONI&GUY came up to us to offer a free session of wash & blow as part of their training. that's when we knew lady luck was with us. Nicole curled the ends of my hair to help me picture myself since she knows my intention of doing so once my hair grows longer. the curls made me look beyond my age but i like it nonetheless! i just need to let it grow longer and colour my hair so that i wouldn look that old. haha. but the best part is that i was offered another free session for a highlight. you may worry that it may not turn out well but i believe i can always ask them to colour it back to black! :)





OMG! I'm on blogger!
Hold on, i havent finished that line...
I'm on blogger on my new E71! Wheee!!
Well, i havent played arnd much with my new toy yet but hopefully my bills will not cost me a bomb if i'm using the net.
I'm in orchard btw....marriot to be exact
But i'm not feeling too ecstatic now

It's my face. I'm getting demoralised by my pimples as the days go by. Pretty has never been a description for me & i accept tat. But now, all i feel is UGLY whenever i look into the mirror. It's getting so bad that i don't feel like getting outta my hse for sch or work. I need a quick remedy and i dunno where to start. Facials? Medications? Accupuncture? Detox? Or maybe diet?
I seriously need help before it starts to eat up my self-esteem entirely...

365, today
Now, non-existance...



okay. call me nuts but i do believe in those chinese beliefs. feng shui, accupuncture...i dunno what else. but according to my memory on what nina said years ago, her health condition can be read just by the face. & of course i'm only referring to it now because i've got lots of pimples growing on my cheeks. or maybe it's not pimples, acne? whatever it is, it's been there for months & i'm getting very worried. fadillah said it could be the amount of water that i drink & now i truly think it's the cause of the pimples. well, using the diagram, water may not be the cause. but my colon is quite a problem cos i havent been crapping as often as before. & tat may also explain how buncit i am not k?!

there were 8 of us who went to geylang to break fast together yesterday (although i wasn't fasting) and not many of us felt the spirit of hari raya. but being the usual crazy & random me, i was singing & dancing to the raya songs while walking around the bazaar! nab, naz & i played a carnival game - the one u need to clear a pyramid of cans with some balls. nab & I got stickers as consolation prize cos we sucked! HAHA! but i spent quite a lot on food yesterday! isn't a wonder why i use up my pay very fast within a month. but the next time we're gonna break fast, i hope it'll be a bigger group & probably go over to johor for seafood? heh.

anyway, skipping training & going for karaoke tonight with my cousins!!! Wheeeee!







i've always looked forward to family gatherings especially with those on my mum's side & we just had one last saturday at my granny's house to break fast together. i wasn't really expecting everyone to turn up but only few wasn't there. & favourite uncle Sany wasn't around since he was on flight.

STILL, IT WAS FUN, FUN, FUN!

us cousins were eating on the floor in the living room while the adults took the dining table in the kitchen. it was pot luck & since the many different gravy was on the table, we had my favourite first; Cik Yah's sup tulang! I haven't had them for a very long time so it was really refreshing. but we made sure our tummies had space for second rounds and for other food of course! so the 'main' dinner ended at around 8. but knowing me, i was munching most of the time. & we all had royal's truffle cake (again) for Abg Mahadir's bdae. but i made sure i had space for my granny's Lopis during 'last order' at 9.30. HAHAHA!

the younger ones were tearing the house down with all the noise that they were making while chasing each other all around the house. but it kinda gave me some comfort deep inside.

& we had chances of making fun of cheesy lil Rayn who was always eyeing the beautiful wife of my bdae cousin. he was happily flashing himself bottomless to me & my 2nd sis after getting his diapers off but he became embarrased when all my cousins made fun of him. his facial expression changed dramatically and said sadly to his mum, "Rayn nak balik". MUAHAHAHA! Joke of the day lor!

the party carried on at a ktv room in Kampong Chai Chee CC as a celebration for my cousin, but only the cousins went since there wasn't enough cars to bring the adults. HAHA. we started out with duets. then my chubby cousin, fauzi, did a bit of striptease while singing a rock song! it was HILARIOUS! the best part was when we tried to pull a prank to the youngest cousin there by choosing a Raihan song, 25 Rasul (25 prophets). the biggest joker among us, khairul, took the mic to help introduce shiddiq with the song as we waited for the lyrics to appear on the screen. what came out was in JAWI & that cracked everyone up instantly! ironically, we played lady marmalade after that we everyone just stood & danced; on the sofa, on the ground, wherever! we had so much fun and made so much noise on the way out, i think we woke some in the neighbourhood since it was 2am then!

It was so much fun that we're gonna have another session again this friday. but kak hani will give us a treat this time around and it'll be in town instead. YAY!

Cheers to Kak Hani & all the fun that we'll have again on friday! :)

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